It's easy to get lost in the routine of everyday life. For me, the past year has whizzed by like nothing. The entire year seemed like just a passing month. Months felt like weeks. Weeks felt like days. Days felt like just a few hours. And it continues to be that way. A new day has started for me and it's still in the morning where I live, but I know in the next blink of an eye it will be time for me to sleep again and start it all over. I don't know why everything feels like it's going so fast. I go to sleep early and wake up early. The day is long and I have it all to myself to do whatever I want, but it still goes by so fast -- too fast. I feel like I have no control over myself anymore. My life is being rushed for me, while I continue to stagnate and even go backwards. Something's gotta change.